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BLARGH.

Wed Sep 30, 2009, 4:44 PM
SO UH YA.

I have a number of pictures I need to post on here so people aren't bored with me. BUT - ... Uh, I'm kind of in the middle of a possible move. Yeah. I'm sick of my family, and it's possible that I'm moving to Oglesby, a town a few hours from where I live now. I basically burned everything on my computer to a blank CDs and whatnot, so all my art & other miscellaneous bs is not here. That's that.

I hate my family c:

And disreguard the mood thing at the bottom. It's really supposed to be 'raging', but it was taking too long to load. :3

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  • Mood: Neglect
  • Listening to: Nobuo Uematsu - Force Your Way
  • Reading: Night Arrant
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Fruit Snacks
  • Drinking: Water

Maybe Not

Sun Jul 12, 2009, 5:29 PM
I dunno.
Stupid. Stupid stupid stupid.

I've got four new pictures to post here. But I'm not even sure that I will because I don't feel they're good enough.
Because it doesn't seem any of my efforts are ever good enough.
I sound depressed, yes?

Good.

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  • Mood: Neglect
  • Listening to: t.A.t.U. - All The Things She Said
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Ultima Online
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Nothing

Slowly But Surely

Thu May 21, 2009, 2:10 PM
So things are definitely different, yet again.

I've lost my touch, I swear. I simply don't find comfort in drawing anymore. :/ I hope I get over this soon. Because I'd be just one huge waste of decent talent. ):

But on a happier note, - ... I'm happy. :]

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  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: Nobou Uematsu - Premonition
  • Reading: Kurber's Story
  • Watching: HAUS
  • Playing: Ultima Online
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Water

*sigh*

Fri Mar 27, 2009, 8:11 PM
So much has happened; where to start?

My life is literally going to hell. Everything is just... ugh. Frustrating. Infuriating. Disappointing. Ammie has returned. I thought I should be happy, but I wasn't. She wouldn't even look at me. After everything we had been through, I didn't even receive a glance. My heart still drops every time I look at her. Shouldn't I be over this? Over her? It's been two years. There is no time for us anymore; she is so unreachable, untouchable. Everything has changed between us. We went from being engaged to becoming strangers to one another. When she first arrived back, and I saw her, I ran away. I literally ran away. She had changed so much. I didn't want her to see me and be disappointed in what I'd become; for little did she know, I had changed as well. We only started speaking again a few weeks ago. She's been here for five months. It's sad, isn't it? Pathetic, even. Pitiful. It took me almost five months just to utter "Hello" to her. God, I miss her. It's killing me. It really is. But after all the deception, the lies... I don't know if she'd ever have me back. I doubt it. I seriously doubt it. But there's always that slight glimmer of hope that she'll remember every moment we spent in each other's embrace, every touch, every loving gaze. Ammie, I love you. Like I said, Forever and Always.

Aaron is being difficult. I'll just leave it at that.

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  • Mood: Neglect
  • Listening to: Nobou Uematsu - On the Other Side of the Mountain
  • Reading: Our old RPs...
  • Watching: Code Geass
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Nothing

Alphabet Meme

Fri Feb 13, 2009, 2:00 PM
I don't remember who I stole this from o.o'

A
- Available: Yep. Have been for quite some time.

- Age: Sechzehn Jahre alt. :]

- Annoyance: People who step on my pants while I'm walking. ]:< And go through my things.

- Allergic: Cats. Dust. Pollen. Perfume. Pretty much anything airborne.

- Animal: Ferret <3

- Actor: HUGH LAURIE OMFG.

B
- Beer: *gag* I prefer the fruity drinks. >.>

- Birthday/Birthplace: Charity's 13th birthday. Good Lord.

- Best Friends: Mloply. Mando. RAYNE VASCAN MMMM. :]

- Body Part on opposite sex: TUMMIES :'3

- Best feeling in the world: NO COMMENT. o.o

- Blind or Deaf: Deaf. I'd hate to lose my ability to see D:>

- Best weather: Cloudy. Smells like rain. Cool breeze. <33

- Been in Love: Unfortunately.

- Been bitched out?: Not really. I don't do anything wrong most of the time. And when I do, people are too intimidated by me to say anything about it. :/

- Been on stage?: Unfortunately.

- Believe in yourself?: lmfao. Good one. xD

- Believe in life on other planets: Oh yes.

- Believe in miracles: I believe karma makes miracles happen.

- Believe in Magic: Nope.

- Believe in God: Yes.

- Believe in Satan: Yes.

- Believe in Santa: :/ No.

- Believe in Ghosts/spirits: Yes.

- Believe in Evolution: Ehhh.

C
- Car: MINE SUCKS. D:>

- Candy: Skittles. Mmm.

- Colour: Violet.

- Cried in school: Yes. So many times. </crybaby>

- Chocolate/Vanilla: Chocolate.

- Chinese/Mexican: Chinese.

- Cake or pie: Pie. The cake is a mo' fuckin' lie. D:<

- Countries to visit: Germany. :]

D
- Day or Night: Night.

- Dream vehicle: A car that runs.

- Danced: I used to. For like 13 years. Ew.

- Dance in the rain?: Done it.

- Dance in the middle of the street?: Done that to.

- Do the splits?: Used to be able to do it.

E
- Eggs: Scrambled.

- Eyes: Brown. :<

- Everyone has: lied. Except maybe Jesus. >.>

- Ever failed a class?: Yep. v.v

F
- First crush: Some guy named Koltin. Haha.

- Full name: Kali Rae Clayton

- First thoughts waking up: "I DUN WANNA."

- Food: I wish I didn't need it.

G
- Greatest Fear: Already came true.

- Giver or taker: Giver. >:3

- Goals: I live day by day.

- Gum: I don't like gum.

- Get along with your parents?: Haha. Funny. YOU'RE SO CLEVER HAHA.

- Good luck charms: Nope.

H
- Hair Colour: White blonde.

- Height: 5'4"

- Happy: Never. D:

- Holidays: Halloween, Christmas.

- How do you want to die: Slowly and painfully. And right in front of my ex.

- Health freak?: Ehh.

- Hate: Being so... melancholy.

I
(In guys/girls)
- Eye colour: Ice Blue.

- Hair Colour: Black. Or light blonde.

- Height: I don't care.

- Clothing Style: I don't care.

- Characteristics: They have to have to HAVE TO be honest with me. I don't like liars. D: And they must talk a lot. :D

- Ice Cream: SPUMONI AHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

- Instrument: PIANO. Or clarinet.

J
- Jewelry: Snakebites. Rawr.

- Job: DUN HAZ.

K
- Kids: Not anytime soon.

- Kickboxing or karate: Ack. Neither for me.

- Keep a journal?: Yep.

L
- Longest Car Ride: Like 16 hours. D:>

- Love: Her.

- Letter: Y.

- Laughed so hard you cried: So many times. xD

- Love at first sight: Never happened for me.

M
- Milk flavour: I can't drink milk. XDDD

- Movie: Prayers for Bobby. I bawled like a baby.

- Mooned anyone?: Nope.

- Marriage: Been engaged.

- Motion sickness?: I get that easily.

- McD's or BK: BK. Mmm.

N
- Number of Siblings: Three. All younger than me.

- Number of Piercings: Two.

- Number: 7, 13.

O
- Overused Phrases: Too many to list. ;]

- One wish: That I could lose weight easier.

- One phobia: Being alone.

P
- Place you'd like to live: Uhm.

- Pepsi/Coke: Coke.

Q
- Quail: ...? I'm at a loss here.

- Questionnaires: :D

R
- Reason to cry: Her.

- Reality T.V.: No.

- Radio Station: The X.

- Roll your tongue in a circle?: Yep.

S
- Song: Nightwish - Master Passion Greed

- Shoe size: 9

- Sushi: OMFG YES MMM GIMME MOAR.

- Skipped school: NEVAR!

- Slept outside: Ohh, yeahhh. ;D

- Seen a dead body?: Unfortunately...................

- Smoked?: Ahahaha.

- Skinny dipped?: Yes. xDD

- Shower daily?: Yep.

- Sing well?: Mhmm. :]

- In the shower?: Yep.

- Swear?: Yes.

- Stuffed Animals?: No.

- Single/Group dates: Group dates at first.

- Strawberries/Blueberries: CHAWKLIT COVE'D STARAWBURRIES. MM.

- Scientists need to invent: PORTALS.

T
- Time for bed: 9:00 pm - 1:00 am

- Thunderstorms: Soothing.

- Touch your tongue to your nose?: Nope.

U
- Unpredictable: Sure.

- Under the influence?: TOTALLY.

- Understanding?: All the time.

V
- Vegetable you hate: Corn. *gag*

- Vegetable you love: Carrots.

- Vacation spot: Never been on vacation.

W
- Weakness: Chocolate. Or Skittles.

- When you grow up: I WAN B FAMUS I WAN B STAR IN MOVIES. *cough* No. Just no.

- Which one of your friends acts the most like you: Mloply.

- Who makes you laugh the most: Rayne.

- Worst feeling: Being in an argument with someone you care about.

- Wanted to be a model?: NO.

- Where do we go when we die: IN TEH GROUND.

- Worst weather: Hot. Humid. Too much sun. Ack.

- Walk with a book on your head?: NO.

X
- X-Rays: NEVAR.

Y
-Year it is now: 2009

-Yellow: Is Raynes colour.

Z
- Zoo animal: That goat thingy.

- Zodiac sign: Scorpio.

LAST PERSON WHO…
1. Slept in a bed beside you?: Ammie.
2. Last person to see you cry?: Rayvn.
3. Went to the movies with you?: Ammie.
4. You went to the mall with?: Rayne.
5. You went to dinner with?: Family.
6. You talked to on the phone?: Mum.
7. Made you laugh?: Rayne.

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  • Mood: Lonely
  • Listening to: Nightwish - The Siren
  • Reading: Our old stories...
  • Watching: HAUS
  • Playing: The Sims 2
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Water
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